NO ideA

It is already 18th of March, today i went to library with 1 of my friends to do my PBS. Luckily i have wrote until 4.7 words... 300 more to go.. i think i can finish it as soon as possible. I wish to finish it faster so that i can fully enjoy my holiday... school holida only 9 days.. n now ady wednesday.... 38 more min thn will be thursday.. how fast... 快乐的时间过的特别快。。 after this, i need to really focus on my study.. sem 2 is around the corner.. after this holiday we have to study until 2.40pm... oh no!!! it is tiring... n only 1 recess for us.. everyday we gt out lunch late... hrrrmmmm... why this happen..

btw i still looking forward that i could really enjoy my holiday v my friends or my own with all the works get done b4 friday.. will it be possible.. however act my previous exam i done badly... misread the question... cant focus during exam... exam question too difficult to be understand and forget the formula... oh no! this 4 big error happened at once... hrrmmppphh... is really.................................. mayb my mind still leave at Kundasang with the cold temperature there.... is a nice place... hope to visit there again but i knw it wouldnt... my first time went there n is v my classmate... =.= >_<  

#I think friends should always believe each other.. even cant also dont gossips abt others.. if it is a rumour that will be the worst. #calm down my friends... 

Hrmmm.... =I

There are somethings that you are longing to get it... there are some memories n relationship u want to keep it for the rest of ur life... there are a lot of things that happened on u, make u want to keep urself away form that... but is that u can do it or get it??? The answer are definitely... NO... u can't control the things that had happened, will happened or even should be happened... all ur future n ur life is being set...

Once you borned, ur destiny is being set.... u are jz going to discover it, discover our future... But there are some ppl would like to go back to their past as they are regret abt their decision... but although we can go to the past... we also will not able to chg anything... as we still appear in this world, in this moment, this is all abt the exist of history... once ur history being chg.. it will bring a  huge chg to the whole world.. without the history... we will not able to exist in this world... 

The missing memories, relationship between friends are all must be tested on each person... U can meet the person, get to knw the person or even bcome a closer friends, best friends... this is all abt the fate between it... however the fate will be end... there no nothing can last longer... they will be a duration for u.... some mayb 1 hour, 1 day, 1 month, 1 year, 10 years or even longer... the fate still will be end... how longer the fate also will be end whn one of them leave... btw they are many ppl take it for granted to having a last longer relationship... however our life is short... we are jz live for only few decades... y cant we get use if this times to make more nice memories between each other... although one of them leave... they still left something for their friends n family.... something memorable to the person alive.. 

Please be appreciate what u own before n now.... create more happiness n memorable incident between the person around... we will not able to get knw what will happened next... but we can appreciate n use the time we own now... 

A Bored Day...

Halo March... today is already 12 of March... I have done nothing in this 3 months holiday... beside than eat, sleep, online, chat with friends, jog sometimes.. I didnt do anything to improve myself.. Last week I have attend my JPJ test.. luckily pass at the 1st time.. now I jz waiting for my P licence.. one week ady pass but my P licence havent get it yet... haih.. so slow.. =,=! Tomorrow my 2 good friends is going to attend QTI.. ReoMelda n Evangeline... Good LUCK! big luck for u 2... pass it.. easy only... few minutes can GAO DIM ar! 'mou nan dou' want fail also susah la.. hahaha!!! Anyway, good LUCK la!! Dont langgar tiang thn ok dah.. My P licence nt yet out.. hope next week get it.. can see u 2 JPJ test while I m taking P licence.. hahaha!!!

OK.. one more week... SPM result is going to release... How is my result... Hope I can get Straight A+ la.. if can.. If nt also straight A la.. no A- is better la.. I have sitting 3 important exam in my life... UPSR, PMR, n SPM... 3 exam... the school also target me to get straight A's.. but I have disappointed them.. n now.. this is my last chances to show to them... I can do it... hope my last chance will nt disappoint me again... although this is nt my last time.. but of coz i want get the best n be the best start from now.. this may hlp to smoothen my way to go for my future life... Hope my friends who has been targeted also get a better or the best result ever... 

6 more days... for those who attend PLKN 1st batch will come back...after that they will take their SPM result in the next day or the day after that.. My friends.. How are you in the camp?? hahaha!!! Is it fun in the camp?? hahaha!! see u on the that day... hope I still can recognize u all... not become too healthier until I cant recognize la.. hahaha!!! 2nd batch will be go on 5th April... have to prepare lo... 2nd batch will go until 27 Jun... so long o... I dont think I will stay until the date.. I have to go to study... no matter I m going to Matriculation or Form 6... I also wont stay until 27 Jun.. But hopefully I can in college Matriculation... although their syllabus mayb easy or too easy... but this will nt affect to go into U.. as they are going to see the pointer.. hope can get the highest pointer n bcome a doctor la.. 

This coming saturday, 15 March... my friends, shen xian will go to Miri n study in Curtin... All the best yea... dont forget friends... hahahaha!!! after form 5... all the friends are going to leave one by one... hope to see you all again... but will we meet again?? coz all of us will busy in our own daily routine.. work... for some who have family.. of coz spend more time with them... if want to meet.. mayb we will meet in somewhere.. or sometime we also cant recognize our old friends... or mayb have someone who do a reunion dinner or party to gather we all jz can we meet...

But this is also nt all will attend even have a host do a reunion party.. last saturday 8 March, we also have a reunion party for SMK students... but only 17 ppl attend.. 21 ppl didnt respond to it.. how sad.. btw, we enjoy the party.. still have 17 ppl attend.. hahaha!! ReoMelda, next time do it again... hope more than 17 will go... n have more fun with that.. 96's Friendship Day!!! this is  a nice moment n memory for us... this memory will be saved it... lalalala... ok... it is end for my blog today... ntg to say ady... Have a nice day!!! ^^

人生??!!?!

人生短短数十载, 您对它又领悟了多少?? 您又是如何去领悟这人生?? 从失败中领悟, 还是在夜静无人时, 思出人生的道理呢? 人生的哲理又是否一定要历尽沧桑的人才能明白, 还是在某个特定的情况下让您有所体会?

这人生的哲理要体会, 领悟, 了解并不难, 难就难在您领悟了以后, 您又否能融会贯通.... 要是能做到如此的话, 就得恭喜您, 您已经达到与世无争的心灵了... 对我嘛... 我也在不同的情况下领会了不少了... 但有时就还会有执着的心态, 毕竟人就是有七情六欲啊.... 喜, 怒, 哀, 惧, 爱, 恶, 欲 都是人类拥有的感情...

在说一说, 我这只有 17 岁的青年又是如何悟出人生哲学呢?? 哈哈哈... 说了你们也可能不相信... 我就是在玩游戏时领悟的...再加上看了一些戏剧而有所体会的... 以前麻, 老师, 父母总叫我们少看戏...但现在觉得啊...看戏也能让我们这些少年们少走些冤枉路, 免我们误入歧途... 每套戏都有它要表达的人生哲学, 就在于您的悟性有多高....

其实人生在世, 就像玩一场游戏... 当你呱呱坠地时, 就像个新手, 有父母在你身旁扶持你... 虽然你在那时也会做错判断, 决定, 但也有父母协助.... 当你初出茅庐, 面对社会时... 你做的每个抉择都有你一人承担... 当你做的好时, 肯定的就会有人奉承, 有麝自然香麻... 但一旦有错误出现时, 也会有人落井下石, 让你跌入十丈悬崖.... 那时很自然的, 你回埋怨为何他们要如此... 那时的你也会自然的忘了你身边的朋友.. 甚至会抱怨为何你的朋友没能帮你一把.... 但这些你都想的太理所当然了...

深入思考, 你就能悟出, 其实他们没务必要帮你... 能于你分担就是他们能做的... 也许他们也有自己的难处啊... 在还没了解别人时就莽下定论, 这也太不公平了吧! 对于那些落井下石的, 他们在你的人生也非常重要啊... 因为他们增添和丰富了你的人生经历... 人生嘛...就得起起落落啊... 只有起而无落的人生也太枯调乏味啊.... 人生太过于平步青云... 就失去了你如何在低落中成长.. 失去了你对一切都要珍惜的心态....

朋友也只不过是你人生中的一个过客, 他对你留下的印象, 回忆才是让人回味的经历... 这过客能深深的烙印在你的心里的话就要 keep in touch 啊... 因为一旦这感情慢慢地退化, 那烙印也会随着烟消云散, 那时就要在花一定的时间重健... 重要的是不是每个人都有那机会...

人一生中就在于社会上的忙碌中打滚, 挣钱.. 往往也会遗忘了人生观... 有时候在忙碌的社会忙里偷闲, 与老朋友们相会相聚, 歇一歇, 想一想自己的人生价值... 以免老来后悔... 那时遗憾也后悔莫及了.... 你们的人生观念又是如何呢?? 朋友们, 想想吧! 希望我这微不足道的小小文章能让您茅塞顿开, 思的人生哲学.....

MonDaY!!! >_<

今天又是星期一啦......... 对我来说也不是一个特别的一天.... 我还是照旧的放假..... 每个上班族和学生都渴望的放假, 对我来说也是一个普通又纳闷的一天... 好想回去上课哦.... 时光能倒流吗?? 说到时光倒流, 就得乘坐一个能比光还要快的物体... 哈哈哈... 对现在的科技.. 时光倒流对人类就是个荒谬, 无稽之谈...

但人就是要向前看啊... 一直向往着过去只是为自己徒增烦恼... 所以就要好好的 plan 下未来... 你 plan 了吗?  不仅于 plan 也要行动... 只是计划不行动也是空口说白话,  纸上谈兵... 我就计划好了... 只是看现实能否如愿以偿, 还是事与愿违.... 当然是希望如愿以偿啦!!

Plan 了以后, 就要想想现在要做什么.... 天天都那么无聊.... 上个星期才看完了 "兰陵王". 46集的戏, 我仅用 4 天就看完了... 哈哈哈... 剧情还算不错... 有空的也看看吧! 歌曲也非常好.... 哈哈...喜不喜欢就见仁见智, 我还满喜欢的... 太棒啦... 就结尾有点悲伤... 除此之外就是玩 game 咯....
玩回好旧没玩的 Tetris Battle... hahahha... 玩一玩, 去无聊.. 无聊的朋友, 来切磋下.... 在不就找个 friends 来 chat 一 chat.... 不过每天找有好像会让人觉得很烦, 会吗?? 应该不会 la kan?? 都是 friends 吗.... 聊一聊, 没烦恼... 在不然就 hang out 吧! 这个偶尔还行, 每天也好无聊.... 也罢... 等有人约才 hang 吧!

明天有是全新的一天...... 有事情做吗? 我就得去学车咯... 明天最后 2 小时... 就能 QTI 了... 刚刚架的还不错... 希望明天能成为最好... QTI 时就来个 Excellent 吧! 哈哈哈....

Simple....=)

Hey... still have about 8 days to Chinese New Year... I m here to wish u all 万事如意, 身体健康... New year new hope... what is ur target for the Year of Horse? If u still have no idea with it, sit down, take a breath n think about it.. 

Yesterday I have attended a farewell party for my classmate, Norman at MCD. He is going to leave Malaysia soon.. as he is going to further his study in Melbourne, Australia... Here I wish u good luck n take care, my friends. This moment remind me a  part of chinese poem - 水调歌头 by 苏轼... 人有悲欢离合, 月有阴晴圆缺, 此事古难全, 但愿人长久, 千里共婵娟.... hope that we still can have the time together in the future... 

Tomorrow i will go to KL n celebrate CNY with my relative there.. Bye labuan for abt 2 weeks.. hope whn I m back, my friends will still have a hang out or bai nian la.. as I m longing to visit their house... hahahaha!!! My friends who when to PLKN will be back but they will go back to camp before I come back Labuan.. so sad.. cant meet them for 3 months.. hahaha!! But nvm la... jz 3 months.. still can meet... hope they stay healthier n more pretty la.. I think they will become darker... hehehe...=) 

闷 Day....

星期一... Monday... 其他人都一往如常的上班, 上学... 我却无所事事的在家上网.. 今早我买了UPU 的 pin... 以申请大学所用.. 不过烦恼的事情来了... 我到底要选什么科系? 医科? 虽然我也蛮想选读这科系, 但是又怕自己无法应付... 又怕选了后才发现自己不适合... 而且这科系耗时须久, 工作繁重... 真想找个知己来聊聊... 哈哈!!

从小学到初中我都没有几个能聊的的朋友... 幸亏在高中让我遇到好几位能聊的又对我不错的朋友, 知己... 不过他们现在都忙着自己的事情了.. 还好有两位还能聊天, 分享一下.. 哈哈哈.. 被我找的朋友... 希望不要说我烦吧..呵呵.... 从昨天到今天我从是心神不定似的... 我也不知道底是什么事情在困扰着我... 学车?? 选科?? 她?? 薪金?? 服兵役?? 还是闷到的? 哈哈哈...

希望呆会儿能有个好消息吧! 希望能在服兵役前把所有事情办妥就行了... 还有两天就要去旅游了.. 收拾心情吧.. 让我好好的享受这旅程!! 回来时也希望还能与朋友拜年吧! 哈哈...!!